I have mediation with Dmitriy on Monday morning to work out the Kate homeschooling mess. What if he can't he convinced? What if I forget something important to show him or point out to him? What if I mess up my facts or get so stressed I cannot communicate coherently? This is going to he a long weekend. I'm so worried that I cant sit down and write out next week's lesson plans-what if I come home Monday and have to throw it away because she has to go back to ps? She is enjoying herself and she's doing better than she was in ps...why can't this just be easy? Why should my baby girl have to deal with the shit ps system, just because it is "normal" and expected. I don't want her to go through her school years miserable and scared. Why should her dad have to be convinced to try this? Just once I want to hear "sure, Jen, let's give it a shot"
Okay rant over.
Art Day went well. We made 3 more planets with papier mache, and she did her mixed media/science collage. It turned out very nice!
Take a deep breath. Listen to me, you are not doing anything wrong, first of all. Homeschooling is LEGAL. Homeschooling produces students colleges BEG to come to their universities. So, first you must feel it in every fiber of your being that what you are doing it good, legal, and right. If you feel it, it will show to others. I want you to sit and say that to yourself until all doubt goes away. Pray for your peace of mind when you go in there. Be excited when you show how good this is for her. Ask him to speak with her.
ReplyDeleteThis is going to work out the way it should. I am praying and believing that homeschooling is the way this goes. :) I love you.