musings of an angry mind

I know it's the depression, but I decided to put away the homeschool stuff, and I have one question: what the hell was I thinking, believing I could do that? Make a difference for my kids? WHo was I trying to fool??????

Once upon a time

Once upon a time, there was a princess who met a man she thought was a prince. They got married and had a baby princess. Their marriage was a bad one, filled with lies, bad feelings, mistrust, abandonment, and infidelity. But the princess believed that they had a fresh start and together they moved to a new kingdom. But alas it was not meant to be. For our princess soon discovered that the prince was having an affair with the princess' most trusted friend. The prince and the best friend left the kingdom and shattered the princess. Then they tried to take the baby princess away. Thankfully our heroine found out the plot. After a year long battle, an agreement was reached and peace began to descend once more. The princess found a new prince, one with a little prince if his own, and together they had 3 more princesses. But the princess never really was able to put aside what had happened. The former prince and the wicked witch married and continued to make things hard for the princess and the baby princess. The princess could never make a decision for the baby or do what needed to be done for her, medically, financially, emotionally. But the former prince did whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted. The princess to this day knows that karma is true, but thinks it missed these two. The baby princess is such a stew of low confidence, confusion, and anger and her mom can't do anything but tell her it will be ok. Even though she doesn't really believe it.

How does this fairy tale end?

Who the fuck knows.